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Pulse

by Castle Wild

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1.
Pulse 04:05
You should hear them talking Like you’re not around They say that you’re dancing Somewhere underground Near a silly marble stone I’m not a praying man But I will not believe You would just cross over Without telling me And leave me all alone Cuz you are the pulse inside my veins The space inside my lungs The rhythm in the dark The beating of my Heart Heart Heart I’m holding onto hope I’m holding onto lies I’ll hold onto anything That keeps us alive but you would rather leave Where your soul is going I’d die to come along Me here, you there My God, it feels so wrong So let it be the death of me Cuz you are the pulse inside my veins The space inside my lungs The rhythm in the dark The beating of my Heart Heart Heart You promised me always But now that you’re lying I am broken I am hurt Half of me trapped here on Earth
2.
Crash 04:23
What if I took a box and threw it over my head Right over my head And disappeared What if the world got too big for the hopes that I had And I just left Thinking What am I doing here? Would you be down on me leaving Would you be sad that I’m gone Thinking life losing meaning before long We’re nothing but a wave that flows In and out, in and out And when it’s my time to go You wont see me crying, no Cuz we’re all made of water falling down From the time that we’re born And it’s my time to crash The moment I love the most about this ride I went on Is when I got on And didn’t get off until my time was over And if I was immortal I would weep for the gone For way too long Under unforgiving Gods So why are you down on me leaving Just to give up on yourself Instead of bowing out and wishing me well We’re nothing but waves that flow In and out, in and out And when it’s my time to go You wont see me crying, no Cuz we’re all made of water falling down From the time that we’re born And it’s my time to crash Whoa, whoa, whoa, leave me alone Whoa, whoa, whoa, leave me alone It’s my time to crash
3.
Only Human 02:57
I feel just a little bit off I am what the others are not I thought for sure there’d be more of me There must be some mistake Now I feel odd Can’t stop myself from shaking I’m hyperventilating Won’t someone make me stop I can’t be myself all by myself Cuz I am only human (Something feels just a little bit off) I can’t be expected to survive this I am only human Only human On the floor in a heaping mess I can tell you are not impressed Unless I can keep this from eating me It’s best to stay away I’m not right yet Can’t stop myself from shaking I’m just about to break in I’m not gonna make it I can’t be myself all by myself Cuz I am only human (Something feels just a little bit off) I can’t be expected to survive this I am only human Only human Tell me, what did you expect I am under the effect Of a race you call perfection If you’d only gave me time Then I could’ve kept my mind Here’s a barrel you can chew on Utter loneliness is madness you cannot avoid Now you have no choice I can’t be myself all by myself Cuz I am only human (Something feels just a little bit off) I can’t be expected to survive this I am only human (Something feels just a little bit off) Only human Something feels just a little bit off Something feels just a little bit off Something feels just a little bit Something feels just a little bit
4.
Someone set a fire in your throat Someone lit a match in your lungs Now you’re choking on the flames I can tell you wanna let it out Breathing with a spark’s dangerous That’s when your mouth becomes a gun Do you really wanna point it at me What you have started Can’t be unstarted Once I’m caught in it Admit that we’re both burning down Let’s drink to the melted love That once was Ashes to ashes And cheers to us Everything we know is up in smoke All our friends dancing in the dark They don’t see the damage done just yet but They’ll be coming out tomorrow Sifting through the wreckage we caused Seeing if there’s any hope at all Our coal shaded hearts What you have started Can’t be unstarted Once I’m caught in it Admit that we’re both burning down Let’s drink to the melted love That once was Ashes to ashes And cheers to us I can tell you don’t know Which one of us is meant to survive Out of the flames I will rise
5.
Medicine 04:21
Two fifteen in the morning And I’m sickened by the fact that you’re gone Wide awake with the thought of my mistake And the symptoms, they won’t leave me alone Like the empty space in the pillow lying next me Begging me for an imprint of your face Like it used to be Promise me it’s not over, no Cuz you can never be nothing Your absence is my illness and Your body is my medicine Oh, please come home my love Make me feel better Oh, warm my bones my love Make me feel better again Three fifteen in the morning And I’m hurting cuz youre still not around Your memory burns and the fever’s getting worse Yeah my heart is slowly shutting down It was just last night I could you have you any way that I wanted Now Im addicting to your ride like a Neurotic narcotic now It’s not over, no Cuz you can never be nothing Your absence is my illness and Your body is my medicine Oh, please come home my love Make me feel better Oh, warm my bones my love Make me feel better again Barely alive I’m comatose I lost myself inside a girl What do I do Where do I go from… Oh, please come home my love Make me feel better Oh, warm my bones my love Make me feel better again Four fifteen in the morning Now I’m dying Cuz you’re not coming home
6.
Peace 03:32
All of the bullets flying around our house It’s over my head It’s foolish if we’re all connected somehow Am I naive Wearing an open heart Over my chest It’s dangerous Anyone else would be running right now We were human beings now we’re shattered figurines Mere reflections Peace is the only way to piece us back together Come on, reach We can navigate the years that cracked the mirror Calling all lovers Come knock on my door And give me proof it’s OK to lose As long as we survive the war We were human beings now we’re shattered figurines Mere reflections Peace is the only way to piece us back together Come on, reach We can navigate the years that cracked the mirror Take a breath, calm it down Quick, before desire flickers out Take a breath, calm it down Quick, before desire flickers out Peace is the only way to piece us back together Come on, reach We can navigate the years that cracked the mirror
7.
Mockingbird 04:38
Hey there, beautiful I know you’ve come to put me in my place Congratulations You hate me So break me down I am well aware Of all the reasons you are mad at me I lost your graces And I’m grateful you came to let it out If you have come to fight with me Then I have come to fight for you Mockingbird, let it hurt Break me down with your words If it stings, if it burns We still haven’t hit the ground Mockingbird I hear something you can’t hear Beneath the fit you’re putting on The words “I love you” And maybe I’m crazy Cuz I’ll take every little bit of hurt That I just know that you can give Cuz babe I had it coming If you can promise When we're done That we’re not done If you have come to fight with me Then I have come to fight for you Cuz I am not quite ready to let you go Mockingbird, let it hurt Break me down with your words If it stings, if it burns That means we’re not over Mockingbird, let it hurt Say I never put you first If it stings, if it burns We still haven’t hit the ground Cuz it’s all my fault Keep pouring it on Cuz there’s no me if youre gone And if this pain means you and me alice and well Then hail to the Mockingbird, let it hurt Break me down with your words If it stings, if it burns That means we’re not over Mockingbird, let it hurt Say I never put you first If it stings, if it burns We still haven’t hit the ground Mockingbird, mockingbird
8.
ReAnimate 04:07
Falling down never sounded so lifeless Empty rooms hold me down with silence Get away, I don’t wanna be alone anymore Give me friends in the form of poison Liquid love pull me from this moment Come to say it’ll be OK Like we were once before I know drink might Kickstart this heart, make it better Cuz I can start to see you in your lovely blue sweater I like how you would wrap yourself around me in the winter Tell me how many this is going to take One’ll make me reach for two And take me back to you And then with three You’re making me reanimate the fun I know we used to have With every shot of Jack This feeling is making me reanimate Ooh, come back Ooh, come back We’re almost there, we’re almost there Blurry eyes tell me lies and I like it Eighty proof, tell the truth and spike it Giving up at the bottom of a cup Won’t you break my spirit I know drink might Kickstart this heart, make it better Cuz I can start to see you in your lovely blue sweater I like how you would wrap yourself around me in the winter Tell me how many this is going to take One’ll make me reach for two And take me back to you And then with three You’re making me reanimate the fun I know we used to have With every shot of Jack This feeling is making me reanimate Ooh, come back Ooh, come back You’re almost there, you’re almost there I don’t wanna I don’t wanna flatline It’s time for us to reanimate Another drink might Kickstart this heart, make it better Cuz I can start to see you in your lovely blue sweater I like how you would wrap yourself around me in the winter Tell me how many this is going to take One’ll make me reach for two And take me back to you And then with three You’re making me reanimate the fun I know we used to have With every shot of Jack This feeling is making me reanimate Ooh, come back Ooh, come back You’re almost there, you’re almost there It’s time for us to reanimate It’s time for us to reanimate It’s time
9.
Bullet 03:26
Baby you are a bullet I pulled that hammer back And put you in my chest And you’re so hard to remove babe My soul’s under attack My insides are a mess I’ve been to a doctor and I’ve been to a priest I’ve been to a seer just to give me peace I’ve taken every tonic and I’ve said every prayer I’m looking for the truth But the truth ain't there It seems I have done all I can do It seems you have done all you can do It seems they have done all they can do I’m dying with or without you Baby we are still smoking You’re still seeping though The hole you left in me And I can never be unbroken The chamber’s empty Only God can set me free I’ve been to a doctor and I’ve been to a priest I’ve been to a seer just to give me peace I’ve taken every tonic and I’ve said every prayer I’m looking for the truth But the truth don’t care It seems I have done all I can do It seems you have done all you can do It seems they have done all they can do It seems God has done all He can do I’m dying with or without you
10.
Villain 04:37
You’re the monster In my horror film without a name I’m the doctor I’m responsible for all the pain I’m your father, all the power I gave I can take it all away Your creation Has by far been my single greatest regret You were lucky To control me for all the time that you did Lucky for me, you’re a story I made So I decided You’re nothing but a villain Drawn bad from the beginning Designed for armageddon Your defeat is Paint by numbers All I do is color you in and youre finished Our war wrests the world from sleep This is our destiny Our war wrests the world from sleep This is our destiny Don’t be hasty There’s a reason that I have kept you alive There’s no Heaven without Hell and We need them both to survive Without shadow, where’s the light gonna hide You’re nothing but a villain (so tell me you don't love me, I dare you) Drawn bad from the beginning (so tell me you don't need me, I dare you) Designed for armageddon Your defeat is Paint by numbers All I do is color you in and youre finished Our war wrests the world from sleep This is our destiny Our war wrests the world from sleep This is our destiny You were designed with failure in mind I can do what I like You’re nothing but a villain (So tell me you don't love me, I dare you) You were designed with failure in mind I can do what I like You’re nothing but a villain (So tell me you don't need me, I dare you) Our war wrests the world from sleep This is our destiny Our war wrests the world from sleep This is our destiny So tell me you don’t love me, I dare you So tell me you don’t need me, I dare you
11.
Pitch Black 05:04
Peacekeepers are dying Gatekeepers constantly lying What do we do Where do we go From here on out Blind to a world we once called home Cataract doubt Covers our souls Well if I could bring back the light They stole from my eyes With all of my mind I’d try, try, try, try It’s pitch black outside If I could navigate blind The roads that turn right And keep me alive I’d try, try, try, try It’s pitch black outside All our dreams are sleeping Noisemakers need their freedom Where have they been Where could they be We need them now Will they begin Why can’t I see Maybe I’m him Maybe it’s me Well if I could bring back the light They stole from my eyes With all of my mind I’d try, try, try, try It’s pitch black outside If I could navigate blind The roads that turn right And keep me alive I’d try, try, try, try It’s pitch black outside There was a time when our world was bright When we had our sights on horizons worth rising for There was a time when our world was bright When we had our sights on horizons worth fighting for There was a time when our world was bright When we had our sights on horizons worth rising for There was a time when our world was bright When we had our sights on horizons worth fighting for

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Debut full length LP by North Carolina band Castle Wild

Songs written by Hendricks / DiMuzio
Performed by Castle Wild
Produced by AD'M

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released April 14, 2018

Castle Wild is:
Chris Hendricks (vox, guitar, phone)
Andre DiMuzio (vox, synths, guitars, other stuff)
Eric Honeycutt (drums, percussion)

Special guests:
Stefan DiMuzio (guitars, vox, and talk box on Ashes to Ashes, Peace, Bullet)
Autumn Brand (vox on Ashes to Ashes)
Jessika Brust (additional vox on Only Human, Villain, Pitch Black)

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